Nostalgic feelings...

Its 3am in the morning and I'm munching on oat biscuits. xD There is still alot left to be done for design project and I should have it painted as soon as possible before Saturday.

I'm looking forward to Saturday as we'll be meeting up again! Last year we met up on the 27th November to watch Twillight and this year we are meeting up on the 28th to watch New Moon. Unfortunately not all of us can make it as some of them are overseas, but nevertheless I'm excited to meet the rest of them again. It has been so, so long.

Work has been keeping me too busy lately to realize that I have been in MMU for almost half a year already, and it does not feel like half a year at all!! Time passes by really fast. Everytime I think of how quickly time passes by, I get this nostalgic feeling. The feeling of missing school and how it feels like a dream to me now. All those precious and happy moments together with friends in school...I wish I could relive it again.


Sometimes I wake up in the morning and hope that I can still go back to school and see my friends there and hope that we never left school. I hoped that everything would be the same. Steph would meet me at the pondok together with Losh and then we would walk to class together. Upon reaching class, everyone would line up outside where Fatin would say "tim kay ar" to me. LOL!! took her so long to get over that comercial.. xD Then back in class, Mardhiah would always read those words on the whiteboard to me that i couldnt see, and Anees at the, back would kick my chair. Didi would be Anees' next victim and I just can't get enough of Didi's keychains... I miss you guys so much!

It has been a year already, but I still cannot get over the feeling of missing high school terribly. I used to call this Post Highschool Depression. lol. seems like I still havent been cured yet.

Little Miss Busy...

Well, this is what have been happening lately...more and more and MORE work piling up. Although DF submission date is extended, I can't really feel any happier about it. I do appreaciate the extra one week to finish up the project, but there is still so much to do! 12 scenes on A3 and 12 on the illustration board...that's like doing double work!

I really miss my sleep... guess I won't be having much of it this 2 weeks either..Feeling so damn tired... >_<

And it is Thursday again...

In a blink of an eye, its already a week... and still stuck with Design work... >_<
Seems like it it going to take YEARS to finish this assignment!!

Besides DF, I get the feeling that I am beginning to dislike CG more and more by the day... We are definitely going too fast. I mean, whats with the rush man?? Can't you just wait 5 minutes?? Do not get me wrong though. She is undeniably good in what she is doing and she knows her stuff, but like I said, whats the blardy rush?? We are not going anywhere...

She has to understand that we have limitations to how much our brain can absorb in one day. We are not experts. Not all of us are really familiar with the programme yet. Even if we are familiar with it, she still needs to slow down. God, is it so hard to just repeat some certain things because some students might not have catch up with you? Do you have to say no right out to the girl who ask you to kindly repeat it one more time?

Here's a little something to lighten up the mood... xD haha maths... xD

Keep Breathing...

Sometimes when days are stressful and you feel like you are down, music really helps.
Music eases your worries, even if it is for a bit. I have this song stuck to my head lately. I can't seem to get it out of my head. Thought that I should share it here. Its 'Keep Breathing' by Ingrid Michaelson. Its a really wonderful and soothing song. love this so much!

Dreadful Wednesdays...

I dread Wednesdays. Wednesday = MORE homework + stress
Wednesdays always drain most brainpower from me. Design class requires thinking and creativity, while computer graphics class requires alertness and quick processing of information all the time. Computer graphics class pretty much runs as fast as bullet trains... >_<

DF project is driving me crazy as always. I have absolutely no idea what we are suppose to do. I think everyone is clueless to what the lecturer actually wants. I just hope I don't have to redo or anything like that. I really want to get over with this project as soon as possible. I have been missing so much on sleep last week and I bet I probably will have to skip out on having good sleep for the coming 3 weeks until the project is over. Until then, 4 hours of sleep daily is beginning to really wear me out. I don't know if I can keep this up much longer... but for the sake of completing DF project, I guess I still have to fight on...I hope all my efforts will pay off.

Anyway, I saw this funny picture. LMAO!! hahahah!! Ronald McD getting a little frustrated with its customers? lolx xD total epicness! xD

Busyness, Hopes and Dreams for the future...

This week and the following three weeks would be one of the most busiest and hectic and time of my life ever since entering FCM, MMU. Gotta finish up storyboard and project in less than 3 weeks!!

I do not think I will be able to update much for the rest of this month. There's just too much to be done is just a short period of time!! I don't think I will be getting much sleep for this whole month either. For now and the rest of this month, my bed time is: 4am-7am. No kidding.

I just wish I'll be able to complete everything ncely on time. Sleep is a luxury... especially for art students. You cannot even afford to get 5 hours of sleep with this much of workload. You are considered lucky if you can get away without having to stay up as long as 48 hours or even 72 hours!! Well, maybe it is just me... heh xD I do try to manage my time well, i don't procrastinate work and everything but somehow i still find myself lacking in time. I guess sometimes I am being too much of a perfectionist in my work.

Speaking of perfection, I had the greatest shock or rather I was awe-struck by one of my classmate's work. Her work was absolutely GODLY. NO KIDDING. Yesterday was really a great reminder to me that sometimes when you think you are good, you have to really think again. Because there are others out there that are AWESOME and they are simply a whole class above of you.

I am thankful for yesterday's little reminder. Looking at her work really did stirred up alot of emotions in me. I felt so awed. Never felt this amazed in my life. And it did stir up this feeling or strive in me to work even harder than before. It reminded me of my goal to climb up to the top to reach and be among those of my peers who are, in my opinion, already professional artists.


At present, there is still a long way for me to go before I reach those who are already at the top. But I will work my hardest and do my best to achieve what I want. The road is long and maybe it will take more than a year to reach them, but I will aim for it...slowly, but surely...one day I'll be there too...

Summary? No thank you!

I really don't get how my lecturer expects us to summarize a minimum 10 page long researh journal article...

She says it is possible... but seriously? NO. You can't just read the introduction, result and the conclusion of the journal and expect that there would be enough points to summarize the journal. You eventually end up reading the whole damn 10 page long journal.

To add salt to the wound, she wants us to summarize 3 journal papers... that means i would have to read and summarize 30 over pages of god-knows-what...and mind you, i don't even understand some of the words in written in the journal.

New Moon...

Sorry about the slightly depressing post earlier...hahaha xD
As a note of apology, I'll be posting about the upcoming film New Moon!!

Well, it has also been almost a year since Twillight was out on cinemas. Honestly, I have always preferred the book to the movie adaptation. I did not think that the first movie was as good as the book. In fact, Twillight felt a little flat even with the super hot actors and actresses.

The only thing that captured me in the first film was the scene where the Cullens played their own version of baseball. That was interesting to watch on screen. Other than that, I thought the movie could be alot better although the scenery where the movie was filmed was breathtaking.

I really hope that New Moon would be better than Twillight. hahah! I am not particularly keen on watching Jacob in New Moon though, as Jacob has never been one of my favourite characters... Nevertheless, New Moon would certainly be more interesting than Twillight with the appearance of the Volturis.

I can't wait for the day New Moon will be out as that means that I'll be meeting with all 9 of my friends again! hahaha some sort of funny reunion. All 9 of us watched Twillight together after SPM. I think we'll be having this sort of twillight reunion every year if twillight movies keep getting screened one after the other. xD

Guess I'll be keeping my fingers crossed and hope that all 9 of us will be free on the same day to watch New Moon!

My first post for my new blog...

Okay... where do I start...Hmm...
Ah, yes! I should start about the day that seperated us all from highschool. SPM.

Sometimes I wonder whether is it just me, or does everyone else realize that in just a few more days (3 more days to be exact) it will be exactly one year since we have sat for SPM (year 2008)? Are some of us too busy to even realize that it has already been one year since that eventful day pushed all of us into different directions?

Well, it sure doesn't feel like it was that long ago since we sat for the first paper. The anxiety, the fidgeting and last minute checking for IC and exam slip and good lucks right before we enter the school hall still remains pretty clear to me...

Yes, before you say anything, I am emo... Sorrylah for being emo ok? hahaha xD Just cannot help it sometimes. Letting go of highschool was the hardest thing for me to do because it was the BEST thing that has happened in my life. In just 5 years, Sriaman became my home and now it is no longer mine. Just let me be emo today yeah? hahah xD It is tiring to keep smiling everyday to everyone when what you are feeling inside sometimes is not as bright as the smile you wear on the outside.

University life is a challenge and it is not always as nice as the life I once had in highschool. Nevertheless, it has been fun thus far, if you count out the number of sleepless nights that I had to endure... >_< lol!

Still, the memories of high school comes flooding back to my mind every now and then. And each time, it makes me miss all of my friends that I have not been able to see since the day we collected our results. On top of that, there is this worrisome feeling that we might lose contact with each other one day, and all that is left are fragments of memories of what we once shared. =(

I just hope that everyone is doing well and my best wishes goes out to all my friends. I love you guys so much!! Miss you all!! sorry again for the emo post yeah? hahaha xD