Thursday, April 22, 2010

Wow...its so easy to be lecturers...


Apparently all you have to do is just come to class (doesn't even matter if you are late) and just sit your @$$ down... then you wait for the class to be over and you are done! Besides that, all you have to do give shitty comments to students during consultation, get totally confused with the project that you are supposed to guide the students with, be a little biased towards the some lucky students, twist your own words, backstab your own students, and you get paid at the end of the month! Wow...what an easy job. Fantastic.

Well, atleast that is the impression I get. I'm not saying all lecturers are like that though. There's only a handful of good lecturers in a sea of office-politically corrupted lecturers. I'm so sick and tired of all this. What is the point of doing your best when you know that it will not be appreaciated? What is the point of putting so much effort into a project that the lecturers themselves don't even seem to understand the whole objective of it? Its practically blind leading the blind.

There is probably so much that i still want to say and theres so much that I am feeling right now that it will be impossible to write it all here. All that i can say is I am very dissapointed with what has happened and it will probably continue to be so. I know there's not much point working so hard to get good grades because no matter what you do, its up to the lecturers and their 'mood'. So much for fairness. But I am a fool like that... I dont think I want to give up just yet... If i do, then there is no more meaning to what I have been doing all this while... doing and pursuing what i love the most. yes, i am a fool like that. and yes, i'm aware i am talking a whole lot of crap now...Lol. So i'll cut it short lol. to pursue what you love the most...or to want anything, there's always a price to pay. So if the price to pay is to face and overcome corrupted lecturers, so be it. I'll pay the price....I just hope its worth it.